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I miss him
I keep asking him to block me bc I can’t stop myself from messaging him, but he refuses to do it. It would be comforting to be able to text him every now and then without him seeing it. Idek what to do, he was my first love. All I do is cry all the time and it’s been months :(
can’t feel any anger
he’s dating someone else 1 week after the breakup, blocked me everywhere, said all his love was all a lie and yet i can’t feel angry… i just want him back i can’t explain what’s wrong with me but i just want to be with him..
Divorce.
I never thought I’d have to accept the fact that it was over.I loved her with everything I could and I just simply wasn’t enough.She was everything I ever wanted,Everything I lived for,Everything I prayed for.The first days since have been very hard.My heart is hurting in a way I don’t ever think I’ll get over.I just want to stop the pain.
It’s never the end
He ended things with me yet he still texts me first and rings me which always leads to an argument. He also keeps coming up with many different reasons why we broke up it’s currently at 4 excuses. And now he’s blaming it on me and that i didn’t up enough effort in which has obviously made my mind go crazy and overthink. If i went to just one of his football matches would we still be together?
Guilt
I feel guilty, I downloaded hinge knowing I still love my ex but it’s been 5 months and I’m kinda enjoying it? It’s talking to people.. I’m also emotionally bc I’m back in my home town for a couple of days and all of the memories I have with him are tormenting me.. idk what to do…
i had to leave him
he cheated on me twice and then begged me to stay or he would go back to his old habits again. I needed to put myself first so it was very hard leaving someone i made a difference in their lives. i wish he didnt do what he did while he was drunk cuz now i feel pretty bad n guilty for leaving him😕. i forgave him the first time but the second time needs to cut the straw. im so sorry.
Badly hurt
23 month relationship ended, started off fun with lots of communication, I was her only boyfriend who had the courage to meet her family and spend time with them, I was very open minded and accepting, we had breakups a couple times (nothing serious), Throughout the relationship I would give her gifts and make lots of effort in working on myself to make her happy, What I asked for in return i never got, She said she will now work on herself and do what i wanted from her in the beginning, but not for me, I truly did everything i could but now I’m left feeling terrible and as if i wasted my time, when we met she was in a really bad place with addiction in which i helped her get out of and truly experience happiness, but now that she is doing better she left me?
Been heavy lately
It’s been bitter sweet since my ex husband left me. There are some days I miss him some days I’m happy he is gone. If only he knew how much I miss him and loved him. I miss having a companion and having a family but a lot of my family and friends say this is the best thing that happen to me that I’m free. But I feel so empty, he said leaving me was the best thing he did that he doesn’t have any responsibilities. I just really hope one day I can be happy again and start a new family again. Holidays are going to be tough not having my oldest and now my family is broken. I don’t wish this on my worse enemy.
Night time eats me alive.
Hey, I’m still really down about my break up and I cannot believe it’s been 90 days since then.. Why can’t I move on? Why do I still so badly want to speak to him? Also, I failed my driving test which just added on more disappointment in myself. I wish I was better in anyway but idk if I am. I mean I had my first shift yesterday and I started intensive therapy like 4 days ago, it’s good, but I just feel so annoying only talking about him who engulfs my brain or my depression or OCD that makes it so hard to have “normal” thoughts and finally, I feel bad for wanting to be with some who when I speak of he gets deemed as the “toxic ex-boyfriend” it just hurt even more and I don’t know what to do anymore
Feeling lonely
He was my first love, we did everything for the first time together. He told me the other day he was unhappy and wanted out (blamed his parents and friends). I miss him so much, I have hopes for the future but he says he honestly doesn’t think we’re made for each other. My friends are here for me but I don’t want them, I want him.
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