Night time eats me alive.

Hey, I’m still really down about my break up and I cannot believe it’s been 90 days since then.. Why can’t I move on? Why do I still so badly want to speak to him? Also, I failed my driving test which just added on more disappointment in myself. I wish I was better in anyway but idk if I am. I mean I had my first shift yesterday and I started intensive therapy like 4 days ago, it’s good, but I just feel so annoying only talking about him who engulfs my brain or my depression or OCD that makes it so hard to have “normal” thoughts and finally, I feel bad for wanting to be with some who when I speak of he gets deemed as the “toxic ex-boyfriend” it just hurt even more and I don’t know what to do anymore

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Anonymous5mo ago

When you truly love someone wholeheartedly it takes time. It is good to figure out who you are as a person and appreciate yourself!!! Your ex may have moved on and you might not be a thought in their day, so its best to keep going day by day meeting new people and experiencing new things, then eventually you will begin to focus more on different things. With all things time will heal any wound, you just need to keep going and keep your head up, this wont last forever and understand that you aren’t alone in this storm.

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weesensew95mo ago

I hate myself for still wanting to talk to him still and I don’t know what more I can do. I hate that I think about him very day. It’s not fair and it hurts so much. I wish I had people in my life but I really don’t

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