Last year I met someone that changed my life and my perception of love. We were so great for each other, she made me feel seen and appreciated for who I was. I love her still and I know I always will and that’s okay. She appreciated me, constantly showed her love for me. We had a ton in common and always had something to do. Even our love languages matched and it was as near perfect as it could get. What happened you ask? Well she has an illness that had affected her for years and she got sick again. She became bed ridden, apologetic, resentful and distant. She couldn’t be there for me and she knew it. I tried to support her and tried so hard to give her everything I had because I loved her so much. In the end she broke up with me and said she still cared for me but couldn’t promise anything as she could be sick for years. She couldn’t give me what she thought I deserved and through a lot of tears we agreed to let it go. I was devastated more than I have ever been. This meditation is for anyone who has broken up for external reasons. It’s for anyone whose relationship has ended with love still on the table. It’s helped me appreciate her and appreciate the beautiful time I spent with her. I don’t know if I will ever find someone who can compare to her but I’m still working on the pain. Thank you for listening