Missing Him

I’d been feeling better and more confident in moving forward and focusing on myself until our brief interaction about business. He slipped in a message about how he apologized for everything and that he cared about me and wanted to see me doing well no matter what. He made it clear he wasn’t trying to fix anything but just wanted me to know. I don’t respond to it and kept it about business. Deep down I wanted to put it all on the table and share what I was feeling but decided not to. But deep down I miss him and no matter what I do, I still feel this connection that won’t seem to go away.