Broke no contact
I contacted him last night after breaking up with him a week ago. I feel like he was my person and I was his, but my personal insecurities were hitting me really hard and I felt like it was not fair on him. Best for both of us to end it soon so I dont hurt him more, and now I can heal my mental health, which was declining rapidly these past few months (which has never happened before so it scared me). I told him that it was best not to see each other for a while, and he understood perfectly like always, because he is a great guy. The only thing thats messing me up is that he told me he felt like we could have fought for each other a little longer. I dont know if thats true, because i feel like i have tried to get better for him and that just made it worse. Now I feel like i have given up on him too soon and i feel so guilty, even though i know I had to make this decision.