Break up or well idk

Hey there so uhhh I broke up with him because of reasons like he got jealous I had a guy friend he thought something was between us like if we were together and one day a guy pretended to be a girl in text and told him “I like you” and I started crying and for more reasons and well I got in contact with him again but now I regret it and I’m sad again I wanna go back with him but he has a girl best friend so we were playing Roblox and well he was playing w her and I said is that a boy? He was like “what if it is? Will you be happy?” I said yes but he told me it was a girl and well I got jealous and now I feel there both dating and he’s ignoring my texts even tho I see him play Roblox and well I want him back but I feel there together and there’s teasing why yes and no I wanna get back with him but yeah…(help you’re girl out pls) oh and sorry I forgot sth so I used to do sth on his neck so sorry and well his dad dosent like me now bc I have a guy friend and well bc of that and well his mom did not like me now and one day we went to eat and his mom left us alone and well I cried bc I was planing to break up but I don’t wanna bc he was like my whole world I said “why do you like me? I’m so ugly fat and not pretty” why not get someone else that is like that and more things and well that day I don’t want remember but it was on a Sunday we broke up that day