My twin flame

My imagined future…We were truly engaged before the breakup. I imagined a wedding on the beach. Just us with our feet in the sand. Then having a big party with our friends/family when we returned. I imagined growing old together. Getting a small house on the beach. Just living a happy simple life. Just loving each other and having a lot of physical time together. It was out of this world. Like I saw stars more than once. We were so connected in a ridiculous amount of ways not just physically. He is 100% my twin flame. You could feel the energy between us when we would touch. It was electric. We could put our lips super close and not even touch yet feel like we were kissing. We were just living. Reading, doing hobbies, laying in the sun, him playing guitar and using chat GPT. He is truly a genius and an insane guitarist. I recognized those things in him instantly. I honestly feel like I am dying and dead inside. Like half of my soul has been ripped out of my body.