i miss you

i still dont understand why we broke up. and it honestly feels like its all my fault. im sorry that i overthink too much and im sorry that i have so many insecurities that came up in our relationship too. you loved me properly and i made you feel as if you didnt. i made you feel as if you weren’t enough for me to feel loved just cause of my overthinking. and im extremely sorry for it. i loved being with you those were probably the best months of my life. i genuinely felt loved and i thought i didnt deserve all the loved you gave me. i felt unworthy but at the same time i enjoyed it so much that thinking about letting things go made my heart hurt. i would have never thought youd be the one to end things after promising me that you wouldnt leave me. but i honestly understand june. im hard to deal with i know im sorry. i hope that we’ll find each other again. having to be just friends hurts.