Idk

First day of no contact and so confused on why we broke up he said he lost feelings, but then says he loves me and misses me. It was a year and a half long relationship, it was perfect and he was so sweet to me. People say think of all the bad things he did to you and how he shouldn’t treat you that way, but he never treated me bad ever. Just sucks idek how i lost him and would have done anything to keep him in my life.