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aromaticfactq2dkb
10mo ago
Vent

Heart sank

Struggling to stay afloat. My ex and I share a circle. We had a secret romance. He moved on. Is currently dating someone. I’m trying to stay positive and mind my own business. But information about them just finds itself to me. They’ll be going on a trip this weekend. Like why do I need to know that? I didn’t even ask for that. The universe just has it out for me. I’d do anything to wake up one day and not give a fuck about what he’s doing. I feel so lost.

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Anonymous10mo ago

i know exactly how it feels when the universe keeps shoving painful reminders in your face. it’s like you’re doing your best to heal, and suddenly you’re drowning in updates you never asked for. it’s okay to feel lost. you’re not alone in this. just because he moved on fast doesn’t mean your feelings weren’t real or valid. give yourself permission to hurt. healing isn’t linear, but one day you’ll wake up and not feel that heavy pull anymore. i promise that day is coming — keep holding on until it does.

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aromaticfactq2dkb10mo ago

I try to tell myself that and I feel like I’m just struggling so much. Idk what to do anymore. The pain is unbearable sometimes. I feel like I don’t even know who I am anymore. I hate myself for letting a guy make me feel that way. I hate myself for being sad over a guy when there’s people out there dying at a young age, losing family members, families with people fighting overseas. Like idk how to make myself feel better

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