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shockingbeginningaw
19mo ago
Vent

New Breakup

The breakup is fresh, brand new just out the pack we were just together saturday by wednesday (today) I been trying to delete his face. I don’t know what to do I gave that boy everything and it feels like when it ended he took a piece of me with him I feel so empty all I do is cry when I wakeup I cry when I go to sleep I cry during the middle of the day I cry. I had lost so many people getting wrapped up in giving him all my time I just want to get over this and get myself back. I know healing from this one will take me a lot of time but im tired of feeling like this im exhausted im at my lowest and I just want to be healed already in trying to get back on my feet but I can barley get myself up in the day these past couple days ive only been getting up to use the bathroom. I gained a eating disorder, trust issues and depression from the arms im supposed to feel safest in can somebody just tell me how to stop feeling this way.

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lopsidedlow8g19mo ago

I feel the exact same way! It’s so hard, I used to game with him daily on PC too, and now I just can’t bring myself to even turn it on, so i’ve been bed bound crying, constantly replaying memories of him saying he loves me.. it’s so PAINFUL

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impassionedriverw44m19mo ago

shit ion know why it sent twice😭

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impassionedriverw44m19mo ago

I totally get you. This just happened to me like a month ago. It feels like you can never be happy again but you can. Honestly you’re gonna feel like shit and that’s okay. You should be proud that you’re able to love someone like that and you can love someone else like that again. Trust me it’s gonna keep hurting. Even if you feel healed there are still gonna be times where you need to cry and that’s okay. Trust me slowly but surely you’ll be okay. For me i still think about my ex all the time but it just doesn’t hurt as much anymore and it’ll be the same for you. You spent so much time thinking about him and loving him. Now you gotta think about yourself and love yourself.

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impassionedriverw44m19mo ago

I totally get you. This just happened to me like a month ago. It feels like you can never be happy again but you can. Honestly you’re gonna feel like shit and that’s okay. You should be proud that you’re able to love someone like that and you can love someone else like that again. Trust me it’s gonna keep hurting. Even if you feel healed there are still gonna be times where you need to cry and that’s okay. Trust me slowly but surely you’ll be okay. For me i still think about my ex all the time but it just doesn’t hurt as much anymore and it’ll be the same for you. You spent so much time thinking about him and loving him. Now you gotta think about yourself and love yourself.

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