Sad

I miss her. I text her earlier today telling her that I wanted a friendship from her if she was open to having one I told her that maybe we could go get food sometime or go shopping and that maybe if she wasn’t open to it right now maybe she will in the future. I genuinely feel lonely. I know that everybody in my life has their family and their significant others. I really wish I didn’t feel lonely. I wish that I had some kind of motivation to go to the store and get necessities or go to the park and take a walk but as much as I want to, I can’t bring myself to do it. I don’t know if she misses me. I know she’s been listening to breakup songs and I know that that doesn’t mean anything. I wish that I never told her to move out because now I feel like I have absolutely no one. I wish I knew if she felt the same as me. I wish she would reply back sometimes because sometimes she does and then sometimes she doesn’t.