Missing him

We broke up on the 20th of march because they were dealing with mental issues and they blocked me on everything, I haven’t been able to sleep properly or eat properly without feeling sick. My eyes burn from crying all day, I’ve developed a cold from crying and I’ve been feeling like am going to throw up half the time, Ive lost the motivation to do anything, Ive even lost the motivation to play games or get out of bed. All i want is for them to come back. All i keep dreaming of is them coming back to me, They were my absolute joy. And now they are gone.