He left because he figured out he’s gay, we talked about kids, he proposed, he was my first time, my first love. he wants to be my best friend and cant stand seeing me talk to more guys, he has a new bf, why cant it just be me.
It’s hard on him too. He loves you still for sure but he also need to discover himself. Make your self self sufficient and not rely on him for anything! Show him you are strong! He will return to you eventually. He just needs time to find out things. He loves you but love is not enough to stay, sadly.
Damn that sounds incredibly hard, please don’t blame yourself
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