5 years gone
My ex partner who I thought I was going to be marrying and moving in soon left me. It’s my fault I would say I was very honest and safe and Great but so ehweee down the line I started yelling and I couldn’t stop She finally had enough and left Now I’m here alone full of regrets and self hatred I hate the next day the next minute of this existence She says she’s happier and relieved now that we aren’t together and I believe her. I want to let her go in happiness but I don’t want to loose her forever. I want to stay but I know it would kill me to see her with anyone else.