Vent

I think about her no matter what I’m doing I can’t get her out of my head, no matter what I do she’s always in the back of my mind. I know I need to love myself more because without her I feel empty. She cheated on me 4 times I want to move on so bad but I know eventually she will beg for me again and I’ll go back to the same cycle. I kept loving her and loving her because I thought she would change. As someone that has an anxious attachment it’s so hard to love an avoidant.