The weight of the world

My boyfriend decided he wanted to take a break after our one year anniversary! He became so distant and was very vague on why we were taking a break, he told me that he was needing to take time to gather his thoughts but kept telling me that when he come back from his break he wants to retry and wants to fall in love twice as hard but wants me to keep working on myself, halfway through the break he posted a 5-minute rant hinting towards me on Snapchat and it shot be down so many pegs but I still held out hope! But after two weeks he just called me last night and told me he doesn't wanna restart again and he needs time alone and to be by himself, let alone he's the one that proposed promise rings and asked me if I wanted to move in with him when he goes to graduate school and I told him yes I would, but comes to find out, all that made him stressed and he's making it feel like it was my fault! He ended it on, right person wrong time, he told me he doesn't wanna block each other and he still wants to remain really good friends, he still wants to hangout, text all the time and he doesn't want to get rid of any of my stuff and wants to keep all my love quotes up and he told me in the future he wants to start again because he wants to see us both grow old together! Fyi-(I don't know if this makes a difference but we are a gay couple) Any advice? Would greatly be appreciated because it feels like my emotions are a twister and I can't keep them straight!