i think i might have bpd but i kept putting him through a cycle of my insecurities and accusing him of cheating. on monday we had gotten in another fight after i had been doing super good and as i usually do i say”let’s break up then. we’re done.” expecting him to chase after me and he didn’t. he left.
I did similar things too. I am a very anxious person so I would assume the worst case scenario every time and go absolutely crazy on him. In most cases this happens because your needs are not being fulfilled properly or maybe and I know it’s tough to face but it could be time to do some work on yourself. Look into how you’re feeling whether that’s getting therapy, asking chat gpt or whatever feels best to you. If he is meant for you he will come back but if you are no contact do not reach out to him. Everything will work out how it’s supposed to. You deserve love and you will get through this. Rooting for you❤️❤️
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