Idk

The break up itself at the time was painful but bare-able seeing the cause was the long distance, although memories would kick in from time to time I was fine. What hurt me was that this summer someone I trusted that I called my “friend” went behind my back and is now dating him. Them dating isn’t the hurtful part, the hurtful part is that when everything went down I was humiliated, I don’t think I deserve it, I mean what could I have possibly done to deserve it ? Everyone would ask me about my relationship with him, I wouldn’t talk of it cause it wasn’t anyone’s business plus for respect of our relationship I would only talk good about him and our relationship. Everything went to shit when I found out not only did he talk shit about me but the person I considered my friend didn’t consider me to the point she told everyone we aren’t even friends. I just wish that she could’ve told me sooner and I would’ve just accepted it and that he didn’t go around making me look like a monster and acting like a literal angel when we broke up. Now I have to deal with not only pain but shame.