đź’”
Me and my boyfriend broke up about 5 months ago. I thought it would be so much easier, but it isn’t. I’ve tried to get the most positive version out of me but I can’t. People see me smiling but honestly, I never feel like it. I don’t feel like anything, honestly. Deep down I’m crying and hurting but I can’t put it into the world. It makes me vulnerable. I hate that. I don’t know why I’m struggling while he’s doing well. He has a new girlfriend and my heart aches about that. My heart aches when I see him or hear his name. I miss him.