i can’t do this anymore

I know its hard! My ex and I just split after 17 years… we have struggled for 2 years yada yada… But this is it & we’re done. She has always come back and man now we are both done. Ive never hurt this bad… but just remember… cry it out alone and let out the pain…. Think about why you aren’t together and the problems you had. Sure they may have been fixable, but they weren’t…. Dont beat yourself up on what you could have done….. We are both at this point and it hurts…. Hang in there it will hurt but it will pass. If they comeback just be pleasantly surprised