Trying to find myself while dealing with a break up.

i and my ex were on and off for a long time. I feel hurt and i’m sad that we couldn’t work it out together because i really do love him and i really do miss him and i don’t think he will ever come back because i feel like i just messed it all up. it’s really hard trying to choose yourself after a break up when all i want to do is text him and at least try to talk. I don’t know now i have to start over with someone new. I’m not ready for a relationship and i don’t know when i will be ready for one. I’m so lost and depressed right now. i have no energy for anything anymore. i don’t think anyone understands how i feel. I want to text him every day but i can’t because i kmow i deserve better then that but it’s hard.

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weesensew95mo ago

I agree with how you feel. It’s so hard and exhausting not texting him but I will say please do not blame yourself. It’s okay to recognize things you did that could’ve been done ‘differently’ however do not forget whatever he may have done to you as well, it’s what’s kept me from texting my ex honestly (that and I have a huge fear that all the work I’m putting into for myself, healing, loving myself and taking accountability. he isn’t doing any of it.) you can hold yourself accountable for your actions but do not forget whatever he may have done to contribute to the breakup as well. If it helps I understand your feelings so much.

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