Missing them

Me and ex recently broke up- he advised he’s going to try and do no contact, he’s been in Miami and traveling following new people, other women, and I’m crushed. He was so loving and so affectionate, pros - affection, constant gifts, what felt like support such as saying things like he will always be there for me and my kids, intimacy. Cons- cheated, when we started dating I didn’t know but he was in a long distance relationship, controlling, didn’t want me to go out with friends, made comments like nobody is going to want you with 4 Hispanic kids with different men, broke my ring doorbell off my house, broke my phone. I’m in therapy, on medication, I am very successful in my career so very self sufficient, I would say I am attractive, but I feel so low!! I would love to hear from someone who is further along in their healing journey from an abusive relationship. My hyper fixation is I’ll never move on or feel those high of emotions