idk how i feel.
We were together for just a year she ended up losing feelings and a bunch of other things. But it feels so hard to believe that she did. I loved her with my whole heart and she didn’t. She was overly flirty with other people, got mad when i’d try to be affectionate in public, never looked at my side of the story, etc. She was just a really toxic person i don’t know i why i miss her so much. After we broke up we started talking again. To summarize it she only did it to use me for my body. Im still young so i know i have a lot to look forward to but this girl fucked me up. She knew my whole family. One moment i’ll be fine then the next i’m crying. My parents are worried about me, my grades are dropping bad and i’m just always sad. Even tho she was toxic i can’t imagine somebody treating me better than she did. After everything how could she move on so fast? How could she do me so dirty. And why do i want her back so bad? I wanna be happy again.