I miss him

I was seeing someone not long but in a short time became my person I was excited to talk to everyday. He said he loved me and I loved him. We became each other’s safe space, where we loved the way we made each other feel physically and mentally. He said he has a lot going on in his life and that I deserve better but I wanna continue to love him through the tough times but he won’t let me. Im scared he won’t come back to me or I’ll never be able to move on or that I won’t find this kind of love again. It’s only been 2 weeks and i feel like my world has been turn upside down