seeing him today

he broke up with me yesterday, he was away for nearly a month (he’s grew up in czechia before moving to England was visiting czechia for the month). anyway he was supposed to come back today and we would go off on our own little holiday on the 5th. But he broke up with me, he’s still coming back and i’m going to see him to collect all my things from his house but it still sucks it’s almost like i don’t want to see him since it’s been so long. but i have to because all my things are there.