me and demaurya broke up over 6 months ago but i can not let go. i stay up all night thinking of us. i cheated on her twice. i was controlling and jealous. i’ve apologized every day since. i don’t know what to do anymore.
You gotta heal and work on why you did that
Honestly if she’s the right person she’ll come but if I were her I wouldn’t trust you enough to even talk to you or be in the same room as you. I’ve been cheated on it’s not the best I think you should give her the space she needs to think through and see if there’s a way she could forgive you. But you should really work on the cheating get some professional help or a therapist maybe and that could likely help you with that. I hope you get everything your searching for and I hope that she can forgive you
I am proud of her for letting you go, cheating is the worst thing. If you want her back you should start working on yourself, question yourself and start showing her that you won’t do what you did again.
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