i miss us

we were dating for 9 months and he broke up with me the day after we hit 9 months. we were always the type to get jealous talking to the opposite gender it didn’t matter much. everytime something would occur i would always say sorry but to it again. i was genuinely changing this time and he never saw i did all these things like paragraphs every night or even 101 reasons why i love him. he never realized how hard i tried. until after we broke up my other ex his friend kept adding me i was hurting not thinking i texted saying how i dont want him added and i want nothing to do with other boys. he kept on texting me and comforting me i told him simply ty i js miss my ex we were tgth for nine months and now he says it was venting. i apologize continuously for trying to do smth that was bad texting him but help clear things up but it didn’t. now he wants nothing to do with me and i miss him so bad everyday because he is my first Real Love. it’s now been 7 days he moved on already found a new girl but he’s never met her b4.