Only a week but he was my first love.

Im still young but thought i met the absolute man of my dreams. Faith in Jesus. Incredibly attentive and loving and when we were “friends” he was the most sweet man. Then we started dating. At first he was unsure of his feelings but ended up asking me out. The while we were dating he began to pull away. I forgot to mention how when we were still friends we acted like lovers. But yesterday he texted my best friend asking how to “break up” with me. Because he doesn’t feel the same. Apparently i was nothing more than a friend and he dated me out of pity and fear of “hurting my feelings” he was the first boy i dated that i loved and it hurt so much hearing that he never felt the same. Buti wanna get better and grow. It was only 12 days, how do i get over my first love. He met my family church friends and I graved his fingers into my brain. I cant stop thinking of him and it hurts so much.