7 years..

me and my fiancé of 7 years broke up last night..I’m devastated. I’ve been crying all day, and trying to figure out what I could do to save our relationship. I’ve spoken with her and she’s told me she loves me but isn’t in love with me anymore. She resents me for things I couldn’t control (I have adhd and can’t focus well, I’ve bounced between jobs a lot due to bad bosses or just not liking it so that was my fault, among other things) and she also said she’s grown (we met when she was 18, and I was 21) and isn’t emotionally connected to me anymore. She wants to heal her own mental distress and give her younger self the love she deserved before she met me, and I’m at a loss. I don’t know what to do. My best friend want me to move across the country to live with him so I have some kind of support cuz where I currently live it’s just me and her, and she’s the only one I have. I wanted to marry this woman, I wanted to grow old with this woman, and I can no longer have a future with her. And frankly I just need some advice, I’ve never in my life felt pain like this…I’ve downloaded journal apps to keep track of what I’m feeling and thinking, and I’m seeing a therapist as well to help with things but I just don’t know what to do