what do i do (narc abuse)?
it’s been a few weeks since we last talked but we have been together on and off for a year now. this last breakup he blocked me on everything possible and i don’t think there is any way to reach him again, he made it clear that we were over. my problem is, i don’t feel like myself without him. it’s like all meaning in life is gone anytime i have free time to sit with myself and think. i am generally unhappy in moments that used to make me so happy. i can’t get him out of my head, but i know i need to because i think he was a narcissist? sometimes i feel like i am the narcissist? i know i have been abused, but i don’t seem to care and i can’t seem to find happiness and peace without him…. he always turns the breakup on me and i think he is right sometimes, but other times i am confused about who is in the wrong… is this normal for narc abuse?