Trying to leave narcissistic boyfriend
Hey so I’ve been in this relationship for a year and 4 months. He’s isolated me from my friends and is trying to isolate me from my family now. He hits me and shoves me but says that it’s because I’m emotional and that it’s ’good for a woman and they secretly like it’. He yells at me for random things and I can never tell when he will snap. He’s an alcoholic and unemployed and I keep trying to tell him to get off the alcohol but he says it’s not that bad (he drinks 2L of whiskey and will stay up from 6pm to 11pm the next day every fortnight). He doesn’t let me go out with friends because apparently it’s not me being loyal but he can go to bars alone and doesn’t see the problem. Everything’s my fault because I’m a woman and thus forth emotional. He says he’s smarter than everyone and he’s in the 1% but does nothing all day but game and read philosophy which in his mind backs up his thoughts that he (a white male) is the best thing to exist and women and any other race is inferior. I’m trying to get out but he scares me so much. He’s cut off every friend I have and has made me feel so replaceable, ugly, emotional, annoying and dumb. What do I do?