Any advice?

I just finished my freshman year of high school. All I have ever dreamed about is finding love and no boy has ever liked me or even talked to me except for him. I prayed for so long for someone like him and we started darting on September 7, 2025. We talked everyday said good morning and goodnight,face timed every night, and hung out every weekend. He wrote me love letters and got me gifts and remembered my favorite things. I loved him more than anything in the world and he was my everything. We dated for a little over 8 months then things got rocky and we went on a break for a little which crushed me bc I thought we could fix things. And then he stoped being affectionate. No more pet names, or compliments, and he never said I love you or I miss you unless I said it first and he never smiled in the snaps that he sent me, this lasted for about 3 weeks. And I pored my entire heart into him I smiled when he didn’t, I complemented him when he didn’t say thank you, I prayed about him, I gave him space, I tried to comfort and communicate with him. I constantly thought about how I could be better for him and fun little things we could do together. I loved him with everything in me and I always tried to understand where he was coming from. Then on May 28 2026 he said he wanted to break up over text and that he just didn’t love me anymore and didn’t feel the spark anymore. He said his friends have noticed he was different the last 3 weeks and that he couldn’t keep feeling like that. And so he broke up with me. He was my first love and I was so attached. Any advice?